Love walking on the edge

I went to her to find her, and all her relatives did not know her whereabouts.

I went to her unit to look for her again, and she had resigned.

Seeking and finding, I have never heard of her, she is like disappearing in the air.

I was standing on the road decadently, just wondering if I was a dream, and now it was just the time to wake up.

  Applicant: Chang Qing (pseudonym), male, 37 years old Interview time: April 15 Interview location: Newspaper Editing Center Interviewer: Our reporter Zhang Luoyan received an evergreen call as soon as he arrived at the office, he saidHe is already at the door of the newspaper.

Soon, he appeared at the door of the editing center, dressed neatly, but couldn’t hide the tiredness in his eyes.

  The first sentence he spoke was: “She is missing, I can no longer find her .” When I received Ayang’s call, the thin ice floating in my heart was melted by her voice .To go back to the day of 2003, my mobile phone kept showing an unfamiliar number. I didn’t answer, but the other party had enough patience to dial over and over again. I had to surrender and took the call.

A low, magnetic female voice came from the other end of the phone, and I was caught by surprise.

She said her name was A Yang.

Although she dialed the wrong number, we started the text message connection in a horrible way.

  The reason why she was so easily infected by her soft words was not unrelated to the status quo of my life.

My experience is a bit complicated. I used to have a wife and a happy family.

A wife has a relative in Hong Kong and has repeatedly encouraged her to meet the world.

It didn’t take long for her to go, and I was desperate.

Sure enough, after each month, she sent a divorce agreement, and I had nothing to do, just heartache.

I can’t blame my wife, I can only blame myself. I don’t have the ability and charm to keep my wife by my side, and my daughter to lose her mother ever since.

For 8 years, I was unable to come out of this shadow. It seems that I have become accustomed to loneliness and loneliness. I don’t need another woman to enter my life.

  When I received the call from A Yang, the thin ice floating in my heart was melted by her voice, and I finally realized that deep in my heart, I was very eager to be cared for and loved.

  We looked at each other and asked with a smile, “Is it you?

“For four or five months, we have been using text messages to communicate, whether we are eating, sleeping or working, and resting.

What she means to me is not simple. It is the object of my soul.

I gradually realized that she was one year older than me, but it was better to have a husband, because he had already betrayed their feelings and had a lover outside.

For the sake of her children, she has endured and has not filed for divorce.

  How can two people who have been dry for a long time suddenly trek to the oasis in the desert?

We decided to meet.

She lived not too far away from me, and allowed more than two hours.

On the way, I was a little nervous, and I was afraid that the goodwill accumulated by fantasy would turn into a bubble in reality.

  When she met, she was normal but well-dressed, with long shoulder hair, slightly greased powder at both ends, and although there were fine lines on her corners, she looked younger than her real age.

Her eyes were as gentle as water, exactly like I imagined.

At the moment when the four eyes were opposite, I knew we were in love with each other at first sight.

We looked at each other and asked with a smile, “Is it you?
“In those two days, we were close and happy like old friends we had known for many years.

When I parted, I reluctantly reluctantly understood that the years of single life would soon end.

  He carefully took out a photo, which was a photo of the two of them, smiling sweetly.

  Every two or three months, I meet her, and she promises to divorce soon.

I understand that although her relationship with her husband has become rigid, it is not a divorce, and my presence may act as a catalyst to cause them to separate. I am not guilty, because I think that only I can make her happy.

  She left without leaving me a message, just like melting in the air without a trace . She divorced last September.

We are all very happy, thinking that she will be free and we will be happy.I took her to meet my parents and daughter, and her kindness and gentleness soon won the favor of everyone in the family.

She took me to see her mother again, and the elderly old man took my hand and murmured, “After that, Yang Yang will give it to you.

“I solemnly agreed, and my heart promised to make her happy for the rest of her life.

  So we lived together and discussed about marriage, but we gradually became divided.

In fact, the proportion of remarriage and first marriage, no matter how good the relationship between the two, can never give up wholeheartedly, there will always be some gap between each other, unrestrained comparison with the ex-wife or ex-husband.

The two were always cautious, for fear of saying something wrong would make them out of control.

  Once, she had to get married. After the marriage, the AA system on both sides of the economy, I disagree, because my financial conditions are better than her, as a man always takes care of the family.

Originally, each of them considered each other for their good intentions, but the dispute turned out to cause fierce quarrels later.

I didn’t have a good temper. When I was arguing, I said something I shouldn’t have said, and hurt her badly.

At that time, her face turned pale and her lips trembled. She seemed to want to say something, but didn’t say anything.

That night, there was a thunderstorm outside the window, and the lightning hit her knees, pale and scary.

I wanted to regret it but didn’t say it in the end.

That night, we were speechless.

The next day, I went home from work, and found that she had gone to the building, leaving only a note, which said in shock: “I am gone.

“My hand was shaking, and the slip of paper was falling.

I feel guilty, I blame myself, how can I just drive away the one I love so much!

  I went to her to find her, and all her relatives did not know her whereabouts.
I went to her unit again to find and she had resigned.

Seeking and finding, I have never heard of her, she is like disappearing in the air.
I was standing on the road decadently, just wondering if I was a dream, and now it was just the time to wake up.

  To this day, I have not given up on her position, and I even decided to ask a specialized information company to find her.

No matter if she is at the end of the earth, I will find her and ask her for forgiveness.

  The voiceover’s second marriage requires more careful care. It is because of love, injury, or mistakes that it requires reason.

But if you are too sensible to release all your feelings and be wary at any time, it will also lead to the recurrence of tragedy.